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[30 May 2005|06:01pm] |
ok well i am at my house right now all alone on memorial day.
i'm kind of pissed off.
i have been out the last 4 nights in a row and i have spent the night out 3 of those days. so i have to stay home tonight.
you know how parents are. its hard to stay at home when you are constantly on the run doing something.
so i went to matt and anthonys. squantos girlfriend got really mad at me because she thought i was trying to hook up with him. she told me that i didnt stand a chance in hell. little does she know that me and him talked before they dated...so HA!
anyways....we got a new car!!!
its a jeep...2005 grand cherokee...my favorite.
but i guess thats it.
saw erin this weekend....glad shes down from michagin.
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wow...totally havent updated in about a year.... i was just going through my old entries and i realized i had so much dramam in the 11th grade.
i was really really gay...and i hate it.
me and julie had some times too.
i read where i hated leg warmers. lol...how can i hate an article of clothing...it didnt do anything to me?..lol....DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA...
well i am graduating highschool in 5 days...happy its over sad to see its gone.
i thought that senior year was supposed to be this great year with all these exciting adventures. and i guess in some aspect it has but nothing like its built up to be. I guess its what you make of it.
i have a wonderful boyfriend...alex phillips...i guess i do like him a lot.
ummm theres not a whole lot to say...ive done a lot of growing up this past year and i think its for the best.
05' ho.
i hate myself....
well until then HOLLLLLAAA
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Evans party was fun.
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[12 Jul 2004|12:41pm] |
i have never felt so relieved in my whole life.
last night i broke up with ryan.
i am so glad i did too.
he lies, he CHEATS, and he is the biggest bastard i have ever met in my whole life.
any unhappiness that he gets in life he deserves all of it.
<33
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[06 Jul 2004|08:50pm] |
well this weekend i went to lake lanier with my bestfriend katie. chad came with us. i missed chad. he hasnt changed a bit either. i know i probably missed some good parties this weekend but thats ok. the 4th of july was fun.
i take senior pics july 13th. this is going to be my last summer i have as a highschool student. puts a lot of things into perpesctive. like how im gonna miss orange throwing at lunch, or tim drawing a penis on everything he gets in contact with, or the weekends with my friends.
i wonder if jessica got her keys.
oh well i am beginning to thinkt hat some of the ppl i trust have been lying to me this whole time.
i hate being hung up on.
im out.
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[27 Jun 2004|02:38pm] |
ok like 9 of my entries got deleted.
thats ok...the war with the freshmen was getting too.
well friday night was the show.
it was fun.
i took rachel and jessica.
last night i worked.
ahh im bored...i hate this journal.
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well things have gotten back to normal at school.
the show was friday.
It was pretty good.
me and charles went together...we had a good time...well i did, i hope he did too.
i cant wait til kat comes.
i was talking to selena about it...i know she misses her at parties..lol
oh well schools almost out...i cant wait...
well im out..
<33
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[16 May 2004|02:56pm] |
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ok...I'm starting to feel better about things now.
I was really hurt at first but the anger and frustration kinda goes away after you realize who people really are. It just took me 3 years to find out who one of my "so-called" bestfriends were. I forgive Julie but i will not forget. Its not becuase of what she has done with chris...It what links she went thru to cover it up. I could care less if julie had sex with the whole school 4 times. WHO CARES!!!!! ITS NOT THAT BIG OF A DEAL, PEOPLE HAVE SEX ALL THE TIME!!! I was just hurt at the fact that julie disregarded our friendship to cover up a mistake that she made. thats all.
I feel bad for josh because of the way things went down. Julie if you read this...josh loves you...hes a hard guy to come by now a days.
I would never spread a rumor because i supposively like the 2 poeple that are involved. I like chris and josh...but only as FRIENDS.
But julie chris and josh...i hope things get better...when school is out this all will blow over...it will be old news...just like everyone else in our group that has had sex. Also I had to find things out that you had said through other people. And why do you think that when everyone else is fine with all of this that i will be too. I dont understand people who go and talk badly about someone to one fo their friends knowing that it will come back to them. You might as well say it to their face.
but i guess thats it...
<33
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[13 May 2004|08:53pm] |
well the past 2 days have sucked...i am so ready for school to end.
what ever happend to people getting along?
and not lying?
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i havent updated in a while....
so here it is...ill update since everyones is at brusters and i am stuck here doing a gay project for history....
oh well...
chavon is brown.
i feel so stressed out for some reason...a lot of things on my mind and i cant make since of any of it.
oh well this is a short one...dont have much to say
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[29 Apr 2004|06:19pm] |
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well the past few days have been pretty good.
I love driving to school.
I love picking jessica up in the morning...it makes me laugh because shes never ready but i dont mind waiting on her...her cat is crazy...but thats ok...i know where the key is to her house....take that the way you want to.
speaking of cats...i skinned one today in anatomy..me and codies cat is named oliver.
i think julies and jessicas is simba.
i already smell when i get out of anatomy.
i feel bad for the cat...they are stiff and look real unhappy. but oh well they are dead!
i cant wait til school is out. im so tired of it...doing the same thing everyday...everyone says the same things the same jokes...but somehow i always laugh everytime at them.
well tomorrow is tylers party....i really want to go but i have to work...but i might try to get off or just go after work because i need the money.
saturday is copeland...i just saw them in march..but they are playing with tsy and cartel...but i have seen them both too...but i want to go with julie..me and her need to hang out...shes one of the few people that i can stand.
i need gas in my car.
well i guess thats it.
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well yesterday was prom.
i woke up early yesterday because i was afraid that i wouldnt get everything done in time.
so i went and i got my nails done and my hair done.
came home got dressed went to erics house to take pictures came back to my house to take pictures and then we went to rachel where we took even more pictures. well we were about to leave to go and eat and robin locks her keys in her car.
well me andrea julie branide eric and rachel all went in rachels van. we got lost on the way to cafe tu tu tango. well we went and ate there. me and eric got our fortunes read. they were kinda weird....im gonna marry when i am 27 or 26 and have 3 kids....but i will meet someone in a few months who i will date until i am 20...eric hes going to do religious trip studies and he'll meet a girl who he will marry.
so thats that.
the after the restraunt we got lost for about an hour trying to find the train depot.
andrea missed her senior walk...i know it probably pissed her off...it would have if it were me.
so we get to the prom at about 10:15 or so...prom ends at 11:30...so we danced took more pictures and then went to stacias after party at her house....
tim was the first one trashed...of course....he acts so funny when hes drunk...
anyways....so me and eric left there at about 1:45 and i took him home and then i went home....thats about all that happend
now i am tired of typing
<33 ashley
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[21 Apr 2004|09:03pm] |
bLiNkPiNk1824: ia m going be like hello my name is mr bumps and i am fat and meana and have gross veins on my legs
julie i love you....
we plagerize
julie codie and me.
i wanna go to florida.
PROMS IN 2 DAYS!!!!! im excited.
ok im out
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well today was pretty good.
this week has been good actually.
i must have had the dumbest convo with tim last night...we talked about christopher reeves and mongooses.
im not gonna be at school tomorrow becaus ei am goin to nashville with my cousin and his baseball team...ohhhh yea..;)
then i guess sunday me and eric wilkes are gonna hang out. hes really cool...but he has band practice...so i have no idea what were are gonna do after that though.
julies going to prom this saturday with josh...its ughs's prom. she SHOULD have fun...
eric deleva you seem sad.
ok well i have to go clean.
later!!
<3
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hmmmm today was boring to say the least.
nothing good ever happens at school.
i did no work today.
i had to go to work.
and please do not respond to a journal anymore if you cant leave a name.
ive been meaning to call eric wilkes...but its slipped my mind!!! sry!
im going to nashville friday.
i need some time away from georgia.
ok im tired.
bye
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I threw my scarves away jessica.
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[08 Apr 2004|08:59pm] |
ok well since all this happend no one really knows why i dont care for chavon that much...well here it is...(this ones for jessica)
chavon lies. she goes and tells people stuff that i did that isnt true. i felt like she was doing it to just try to fit in and be everyones friends. I dont like the fact that 4 people have told me that she made fun of all of us 3 or 4 months ago and now is like "oh lets hang out" no i think its fake and you are full of shit.....thats the reasons i am upset with chavon...not because she wears leg warmers like everyone thinks. and julie is one of my bestfriends and i am gonna stick up for her when someone hurts her. so if anyone had a problem with that then oh well! so there....chavon if you want to talk about it i am ready to talk. but jessica i read ure journal and you do have a point chavon does deserve to know why i am upset. i deleted my last journal because i realized that its all dumb and that i did not aproach this the right way...so i am sorry for that. but i will talk to you chavon.
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well last night was fun!
ok yesterday i went and picked up andrea and we went shopping. then we came back home and got ready to go the basement show at matt bankstons. so i call eric for directions and he gives really good directions on how to get there...but he gets the neighborhood wrong.
thanks eric!!! we passed it!...anyways so me and andrea and rachel all get to the show! the show itself was pretty good.
onewayletter covered saves the day...but i think selena forgot the words...lol....
but yea i had a good time.
then i took andrea back to her house to get her clothes...then we went to wendys, then we visited codie at kroger!!! i hope it made her night a little better!
but thats about it! i am out
later
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i got "cant slow down" by saves the day!....amazing cd!
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I just got through reading Codies Journal, and her writing is so profound. She writes so pretty, I feel like I am reading a book.
Anyways...Tomorrow I am going shopping...I think me and Andrea might go together, We have a lot of fun together. Then after shopping we are going to the basement show.
I need to have some fun. In a really bad way.
I had to work tonight.
Now i am rambling about things no one cares about. Im out.
<33 ashley
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